the last sunday ...

before we step down ...

still doing cheering banner. we painted the cordon tape. and the claim your space banner.

tks jnrs and 33rd had fun.

tmr is eval exco. i wonder what i should say (: hmmm

and yes omg i was the happiest this week when volleyball girls beat nanyang. it was one of the most exciting cheering matches i have gone to.

the most memorable one was also volleyball.also semis. but it was last year. we were losing 0-2. then we fought back and won 3-2. i loved the finals too. also 2-2. then we won. that was the only event i was cheer ic for weee. netball finals wow tie with ac after 3rd quarter. 37-37. then we later beat them. this year was table tennis girls finals. so close omg. but in terms of fighting spirit. our girls definetely were much better than rj (: great job.you will wonder hahaah y its all girls hmm

 

and there are 3 test omg this week. chem. maths. econs. so going to die for all.

nvm. what doesn't kill you makes you stronger.

hopefully.

 

yay i tink i finally finalised the design.

 

for now ..

 

This is our memory ...

 

 

我们的回忆

Music by  WU SONGJUN

Lyrics by  TIAN CHENG

                    LIN CHENGXIAN

 

记 得 那 个夜 晚

 

牵 着 手 的 呼 唤

 

舞 动 的 青 春

 

是 我 们 在 歌 唱

 

满 天 闪 烁 星 光

 

熄 不 灭 的 希 望

 

无 数 的 期 待

 

在 此 刻 凝 了 梦 想

 

渴 望 我 能 回 到 那 一 天

 

时 光 停 留 那 瞬 间

 

多 少 次 迷 失 方 向

 

总 有 你 在 我 的 身 旁

 

陪 伴 我，走 过 最 难 忘 的 一 段

 

无 数 的 欢 喜 悲 伤

 

只 有 你 陪 着 我 分 享

 

过 去 的 美 好 时 光

 

我 只 能 回 头 望

 

 

 

 

闪 烁 满 天 的 星 光 

 

熄 不 灭 的 希 望

 

无 数 的 期 待

 

在 此 刻 都 凝 成 梦 想

 

明 知 会 有 离 别 的 一 天

 

却 从 来 不 曾 后 悔

 

多 少 次 迷 失 方 向

 

总 有 你 在 我 的 身 旁

 

陪 伴 我，走 过 最 难 忘 的 一 段

 

无 数 的 欢 喜 悲 伤

 

只 有 你 陪 着 我 分 享

 

过 去 的 美 好 时 光

 

我 只 能 回 头 望

 

 

一 转 眼 就 到 终 场

 

太 多 的 回 忆 要 收 藏

 

心 里 总 留 个 地 方

 

我 永 远 不 会 忘

 

我 们 的 回 忆

 

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Nothing lasts for ever. All good things will and must come to an end.I will cherish all the memories and I am indeed proud to be part of this council, this family and this legacy.

 

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generally very sad. haha i need a avenue to emo and let everything out. its ok cos nobody reads hehe.

 

tears fell

 

walking back home

in the lift,

outside my house

inside my house

when i am bathing,

 

i wonder y. argh i can't stand it. i can't explain it. the sch felt so cold. not literally but you get wat i mean. i always feel sad in school when i am alone. but i felt so warm when i came home. then i realised how badly i treated my family members. how they truly loved me and i din reciprocate in any befitting way. i was a slut. and i was sad that i was trying too hard to find happiness when happiness was already there in my home. and i din appreciate it. i din appreciate my friends ): [i abused them haha k nvm]. i din appreciate those who loved me for who i was [sounds like chic flic show ahahah but its true ..]

 

I stood outside the door of me house. the gate was open. and then the above struck me. [i'll always remember ... in places no one will find all your feeling so deep inside] dunno from where also. then it all poured out. (: it felt good but i had to hide my face all the way to toilet hahaha.

 

my aunt, my grandma and my mum [buring calo on treadmill] were all asking how was my day. a question i always failed to respond. and i then i realised that if i was in their shoes, for so much they sacrificed for me, i showed no sense of gratitude. its like an investment that went totally skrewd. i must control my rudeness. i know i don't say it often and i noe you don read blogs but i love you guys but i just can't shown it properly. sigh

 

at least i finally finished what i had set out to accomplish. but then again...

 

i can't wait to prom. i tink its really the only thing left i look forward to anymore.

 

i'm sick. i'm tired. that was no sense of accomplishment for wat i did thus far. i tink i spent too much time trying to proof myself, a selfish endeavour. i tried to hard to please others. i tried to hard in all the wrong things. but i must say i made many new great friends. and for that it would suffice as memories i would treasure for life. and it is times like these that i am grateful i have friends. i don't really share cos its kinda weird but [when your weary, feeling down ...] btw that bridge over troubled water. yay clay aiken rocks. its nice to have ppl who are genuinely interested to listen to listen to me. i want to tk u from the bottom of my broken heart. that's mariah carey !

 

i don wanna fight no more. oh i forgotten what i was fighting for ....

 

i can't smile anymore. but its a lie that i must live becos there is no point feeling sorry for yourself. so from this moment ahahah as long as i live ... i will love hmmm noone hahaha but ya yay a song. ok its 4:11 am.

 

lastly, (: to you surprising reader :), your indeed a true friend to me yay ! hahaha [quote heng joo kuang]  * i kiss you. hahaha

 

and just like .sand in the hourglass, these are merely the days of my life. it will come to past and somehow now i believe innately that my pri school moto still stays true (:. the best is yet to be :)

 

but sometimes the best is already here to stay (:

 

-samuel