today was fun. i ended sch early.

things i cant comprehend

 

slpt at 3 cos trying to find sound clips for video.

ur back to playing game again rite. whole day chat chat chat.

 

video script

i call you council tchr and tell her/him that you should quit council to focuss on your studies -_-

it goes on .... after 5 minutes

you know my friend his son ... after 10 minutes

you dont apprec what we do ... after 15 minutes

he is so rude .... after 20 minutes [btw i kept silent]

i dunno lah its your future .. 30 minutes later

sigh

 

go do work. get 4 As for block test 1. and shut ppl up.

pls stop telling me what to do. i can't stand it. i will do it. eventually.

 

in any case i still love you <3

 

(:

 

its just frustrating

 

yay isure most councillors get it worst (: jia you for blocks, eleco, video, mural. only got 2more month left ),:

 

.saving the best for last (:

for we are so young.

for when tmr comes.

we will do it all again.

 

sit it out or dance

 

just one night

just for one night

there's no way cos you can't pay

 

call me

i'm online babe

 

so

 

listen

 

watch

 

and sing

 

=)

 

sing (=

 

ravi y so pessimistic. i tink i spelt that wrongly. hmm is there anything you actually believe in. actually there is (:

 

love. it warm. only love i experience was motherly love, friendly love. that was good enough for me to grasp the true meaning behind that single noun, verb for some (:.

 

it pains me sometimes to find love does not always find back its rightful owner. y is there one-sided love. its so sad. y. some say. life is unfair. cant there be exceptions ): even for once. one person. why can't people understand, maybe i do, that for love anyone would do anything to make a person happy. elated and jubilated.

 

y is it so diff for ppl to get it. please please please think of those you cherish and who cherish you. think for one moment what they would be like with or without you. "without you, where would i belong, without you, how can i breath" open you eyes. see. what you ahve been ignoring. for the wind blows genuinity. the sun radiates warmth and love. the clouds blow away regret. the birds sing a lithy tune. so y dwell in ur forlorn state. listen, for a new day has come.

 

for i am the bringer of good news. come seek the light. for love is still present. past grievances should be forgotten. come seek the light. come seek .. for i am waiting. here and foreva.

 

alone and hungry. sad and repentant. i speak only the truth. for i am changed. believe me once more. (= for i have sinned. forgive me.

 

as in not literally me but me as me and not you but me in me.

 

i stay for the night, waiting to hear you voice, longing to see your face, wanting to see you actions, dreaming of your song. come back to me, and forgive everything. come what may.

 

this is what i have to say.

 

4 love is a many splendid things and all you need is love.

even if you can only be heroes for 1 day.

Hello (:

 

shuttdown. or to give up. or to simply take the easiest way out. whenever our com hangs. the first thing is to alt+ctrl+del then next is to desperately end tasks.

 

it is such as apt analogy of life. how when we are trapped, stuck in a cervice, unable to see the light of day, struggling in the abyss of uncertainty and ceaseless torture, all we do is to alt       ctrl       del. simply forgeting about our worries, putting the aside, finding the easiest way to do so and seeing them seemingly disappear beyond the horizon. what a thought. serenity. at last.

 

people have different wishes, to end problems, end life [the source of all problems] or to end other's life. assuming god gave you the power for either 1 of the 3. which would you choose. it would be interesting to find out, all humans would have in possession each their own deathnote, what a thought. satisfying. yet nerve-wrecking.

 

nevertheless, death to many isn't painful. dying once is the only logical and scientific way of things. but what if you were given a chance at a second life. would you take it? some say life should be reversed. die first and slowly enjoy the fruits of your old age, obtain you peak in career, enjoy your sex life, suckle on milk, and finally disappear in to you mothers womb. oh what a thought. jubilation. and release.

 

release from? definete slave. torture. stress. work. dedication. passion. labour. responsiblity. friendship. love.

 

humans are born lazy. most remain. and unfair it may sound. most become successful on the backs of others. well. that is life. that is how the cookie crumble. "you added too little butter and water" some may say, "the cookie dough does not stick". it is not what little you add in that matters, but what you did not at all. pain.agony.anguish. the one who enjoy the wine, never is the one who tends to the grape vine. heard it on the grapevine. life is unfair.

 

now ponder. are you those who truly deserve what you are now. have you bothered to help others. have you bothered to look beyond what is. have you been thankfully. have you or have not been who you could have should have been. were you the one that people looked up to or those that evreyone wants a piece of.period.unfortunately.period.for them. which are you? perfect i am not, i noe where i falter. do you ?

 

:)

 

change is impossible. trying to is.

 

 

Hi,

 

Some people say, time changes everyone. So one and a half years of stagnacy or domancy, rather, I am back. (: changed.

 

ya rite. First check on life, people never change (: oh wait they do ! sorry ignore me, in case people from the yellow ribbon project come and kill me. so remember that people actually do change ! [but realise that in actual fact they dont] remember that fact = stands for what is true.

 

Correct me if i am wrong, but yes ok fine some ppl do change, most of the time for the worst but sometimes and really really rarely they do so for the better. [This is the part where i am unable to quote examples, and oh dun blame me for failing gp essay cos i can't quote examples]. K back to people dun change. People are complex organisms. i won't say i understand how they function or think but its quite easy to vaguely do so. Do you think a person who hates you from K1 would like you 12 years later. i am not writing becos this example ok ... i am just exaggerating.

 

Some say, oh how some say [fools], time heals all wounds [ignorant]. yes i agree if you don't talk, absense does make you merrier. but reappearance just for one day, just seeing and talking to that person once, may send uncalmable ripples true the surface or even the depth of calm waters. human emotions run deep, just like human character. you are what you are. so what is what you are ? what makes you special ? what make you tick tock and explode.

 

that is like a blueprint of how your life is, was and will be runned. it determines who you truly are. deviate from that, hyprocrite you are. burn. follow that map and risk being condemned. so most choose the former. foolish yet some brave few choose the latter. so nicest is a facade, it is intangigle, it is there when you least expect it and absent when you truely need it. so. one never fails to ponder the authencity the genuinity of such nicety.

 

in the eyes of god, we are all but merely black sheeps. but then who are we to define evil if not so good. if all is based on relativity, then nothing is either as most things are subjective. Confusing or foolish it may sound , people don't change one bit, if they do, some say for the better, some would say for the worst, but not knowing for certain better or worst, most people actually merely change with nothingness, people remain who they are but are pictured in a different light. They show a different side of them, exhibit certain qualities and hide some. Just like how the devil transformed into a snake in the garden of eden, some people are snakes in sheep's clothing, baaing around yet canabalising their own kind.

 

People never change. They are a stage. a scene. a movie. a picture. things can be hidden but never removed. things can suppressed but never deleted. things can go invisible but never untouchable. people remain. so who are you ? truly.

 

mirror. cry. hunger for the truth. for only you can tell what you are inside. no one truly knows you. dont pride yourself for being nice,evil,mean or cruel, for it is all a flaw in your character, merely seen and categorised by people into 2 categories good and bad. who says nice is good and not bad, who has this right ? are emotions and conscience truly good. how certain you ?

 

how certain is the you in you ?

 

btw i am too lazy to spell check. so ya my spelling really sucks btw.

 

i may F5 more on life soon. now i am sian. oh another F5 is life is in fact boring. hahaha haha ha he that y we blog sigh . meaningless.